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I'm in school for Film and Video/Motion Graphics, I am 23, and soon after I am done with school, I will be re-entering for my Bachelors. This site is influential and certainly a necessity in life...especially on sh*tty days.

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The Ultimate Question

2008-10-18 05:30:54 by mengel13

I do not ever write anything about myself or anyone else in particular, but just for the way that I [and the rest of the world might be feeling] feel about life sucks right now. I mean, have you ever just hit the highest.............I mean, the HIGHEST point in your life where you realize that everyone and everything around you is non-existent. It stops....your life, the way you feel, and everything in it. And you have already been fool to over 1000+ slaps of reality in your life, but they never seem to get any easier over time. Now most people would say "this is a low point in your life." But while I was having a night with my friends and another friend with only the initials L. S. D., nice-clear-minded-female, mid 20's, perfect for me; it hit me. Who the f*** and where the f*** did all of these people I call friends come from to begin with. Why is anyone special to anyone else. Who should really give a F*** about you....YOU! Then it happens. You think about all of the arguments, all of the stupid s*** you fought over for NOTHING! What if that person died. What if one of your parents died? Well, these all have happened to me and I think that I have finally come up with, not an answer, but the ultimate insight. Be happy with what you have, never take it for granted, and never, ever for one minute let anyone tell you that you cannot go where everyone else has deemed it impossible. You are powerful, you are mighty, and if you are not a true asshole in today's society, than consider yourself lucky and move the f*** on because life isn't getting any faster or any cheaper. Value what you have and never put what you are capable of "on the line" unless you know god-damned well that it will pay off. Life is only temporary and you are only one. Your s*** does not smell like roses on the other side and neither does it here. Welcome to hell, population: everyone-in-the-world-no-matter-how-sp ecial-they-feel-or-how-much-they-are-t old-that-they-are-special. What happens when the person next to you just....vanishes. Gone, dead, who knows. Who, or even where the f*** are you now? See, people often don't think about these things and often patronize things like "cancer" and "A.I.D.S." like its a commodity of life expecting a cheap laugh. But what happens when your, for say, father dies of cancer...or worse, a cancer/suicide? Who the f*** are you now...